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[Nov. 18th, 2009|03:36 pm] |
mon night was AGM.
we caught 2012 after that followed by supper.
2012 was a pretty good movie.
the effects were good, thr's humour, thr's tears, well at least it brought tears to my eyes.
it was pretty disturbing tho, and it'll prob stay in my head for awhile.
it's tt kind of movie tt will prob make ppl think about their lives for awhile, before the effect wear off, and things go back to the same again.
there has been mauch talk about the world coming to an end, in apparently 2012.
evidence or some sort backing this up.
like the Long Count in the Mayan calendar supposedly come to a close.
there's gna be 2 suns sometime down the road blah blah.
question is, if the world really comes to an end, who do you want to be with ?
who do you want to be with then the buildings collapse on you, when tsunamis wash you away, when earthquakes seperates you and your beloved ?
your family, the love of your life or your friends ?
well, apparently, 2012 is still a bunk as written in the papers.
though there has been big earthquakes in California before
though these quakes can destroy LA
and yellowstone could erupt again with cataclysmic force sooner or later
the "sooner or later" wouldnt be until millions of years, and there would be plenty of warning.
so guess what ?
fret not, we're all not dying.
but at the same time, we shld all throw away the idea of quitting school, spending all our money, before the world comes to an end.
because it's not.
no matter whether the world is coming to an end
we shld still cherish what we have
bad things can still happen.
and i am thankful for YOU being in my life, for my family, for my friends, and for what i have. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2009|01:18 am] |
i am drinking vodka now and watching drama.
been pretty much enjoying life since school ended, tho i feel like a good for nothing.
after the disastrous days for the last week things started to change for a better.
'cept we had a big fight agn on fri night in the middle of clarke quay.
hah. for the first time in public. no, we were not shouting, we were just angry with each other.
after tt we went in to pump room to look for nicolas, his gf, nathan and cheng.
it was damn crowded bt music was pretty good.
live band, full of caucasians.
nicolas was gg back to cambodia for work agn so it was kinda like a celebration for him.
bb sent me home after before he went out for supper with nathan and cheng.
i was still kinda unhappy tt day tho but oh well.
i went to church with his family on sat.
had jap buffet at miramar after church.
bb came over on sun afternoon with alil bouquet of roses and bak kut teh to make it up for the bad last few days.
i really appreciate.
spent the entire afternoon watching ANTM online.
brought my dogs to the dog run in the evening.
my dogs were damn cute 'cus they were so afraid of the other big dogs.
it's the first time i actually brought them inside. i was always afraid of big dogs attacking mine.
it was nice playing with all the big dogs and small dogs.
came back for family dinner.
met shaun at beds at MS after dinner for drinks.
so we played games, drank and eat till 2 plus. oh yah. we were watching soccer too. think it was Man U and Chelsea.
i think i went out with lav and grala on mon for shopping dinner and movies. bb joined us later in the night.
on tues night i met lav grala fanni shaun and bb for drinks at chinatown followed by boat quay.
and i got home at 5.45 in the morning. haha.
i met qin for dinner at arab street.
following tt we wanted to go to MIS for deserts bt by the time we picked bb up and got there, it was closed. so we head down to harbourfront bakerzinn for desert.
me and bb left after for boilers at st james to meet his soccer mates.
drinks drinks and more drinks.
the people were good company.
always making me laugh.
bb stayed over tt night 'cus we're gg JB the next day !
so thursday, which was yday was JB !
my first time taking a bus into JB, and my first trip with bb. hahah.
so me bb lav grala and aub met 10plus at kranji mrt.
took a bus in.
after all the customs check, we reached city square.
came out to eat bkt by the roadside before gg in agn for some shopping.
we caught phobia 2 as well.
luckily it wasnt tt scary.
took a cab to this other shopping centre.
walked around alil, had some milkshake
after which we all had thai massage for an hr before 4 of us dyed our hair 'cept for bb.
the hair dying took damn long so by the time we were all done it's alr almost 10.
walked down to this coffe shop like thing for seafood.
we were all starving.
we ordered 8dishes.
crabs, lala, kangkong, sweet and sour pork, stingray, toufu, soup, and prawns.
all for about 70sing?
hahaha. it was GOOD !
not the most delicious i've eaten but definitely one of the cheapest.
and the spread was pretty awesome.
not forgetting the lok lok. oh tt was heavenly.
hahahahaha.
ham and cheese, bak kua, must room, and long beans.
they taste so damn good seriously.
and i am craving for it again.
oh well.
took a cab back to custom.
the bus we took actually left so we took another one back to sing.
we caught the last bus to sing, and the last train ride back to yck.
sent lav and bb back after i got home.
last plus not least, i had a really good slp.
-smile !
ok. pics update soon.
i am gna go prepare supper for my beloved boyfriend now.
bye ! |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|03:33 pm] |
So all these are the remaining clothes from stalkthedots on my side.
selling almost all of them at 8bucks each 'cept for the checkered jacket at 15bucks.
so leh long leh long eh.
help me promote la.
interested buyers either leave a comment or drop me an email at tinatoh88@hotmail.com.
thankz youz a millionnzzz! |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|10:53 pm] |
these are pics from the zoo with my family and him on sunday.
and you know what i realise.
singapore zoo seem to have nothing but monkeys.
chimpanzee baboons orang utan blah blah. all the different species of monkeys.
also, all the animals are like bored or smth.
they are mostly slping, or hiding.
aye.
and like there's only 3/4 tigers, a few zebras, a few horses, but alot of monkeys.
the last 2 nights has prob been the worse nights in a long while
mom hasnt been giving me a break.
nagging at every single thing, barking at everything i do, i really cant take it.
adrian isnt giving me an easy time either
so i just totally broke down for the 2 nights.
i am seriously so damn tired of everything.
i just came back from meeting qin.
dinner at P.S. Cafe followed by drinks at harry's.
it's always nice meeting up with her.
she's a great listener.
alright.
pics update agn.
night ! |
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[Oct. 31st, 2009|05:02 pm] |
hello all.
i am back.
the past week has been rather busy. did camp on wed and thurs, so i slept over at bb's on tues night because we got to wake up damn early in the morning.
so i barely slept for 7 hours or so over the 2 days, i was shit tired.
my whole body was aching because we were slping on the floor, and we were walking around most of the time.
thank god my students were pretty cooperative.
zipline, high elements, abseil, rock climbing, campfire, and dragon boat were the activities we conducted.
i must say, dragon boating made me think of xs. hah.
oh well.
yday was spent rotting at bb's plc.
we had a big quarrel but we got over it eventually.
picked lav up from tenah merah mrt and we went to liquid kitchen thomsan for drinks.
pics update for last week.
meeting steven and boo, carousel, butter, and tanning with grala.
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|09:22 pm] |
went out with steven and boo on sat
been a really long time.
went to bugis, ate, went to ion, shopped, and tt's about it.
steven and boo left for ping pong, and i went to do manicure on my own.
met bb and his parents for dins at carousel for his mom's bday dinner.
we bought her perfume and i bought her a bouquet of flowers for her bday present.
went back to their place before bb sent me home.
head down to butter to meet john, angela, kamal and paulin
drank, danced alil, and watch ppl go crazy
i honestly kinda love drunkards
they're really cute and entertaining
love the way they slluurrrrr
LOL
bb sent me home after
woke up early this morning
he came to fetch me for his cousin in law office opening
had coffee after at suntec because his parents wanted to go to chan brothers fair
went to haji to do some shoppping before we head home
finally got a chance to take a nap
shit tired 'cus i barely slept for 4 hrs yday
came home for dinner at 7 plus and now i am going out agn to watch soccer at a pub
drinks, fags and soccer
good match
aights.
i am damn slpy actually but i am going.
ciaos !
pics upload agn soon ! |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|12:09 am] |
i finally packed my room yday with the help of bb
threw away all the flowers on my table, threw away old boxes, and everything else in the cupboard.
i think all in all i threw away 5-6 big bags.
feels kinda good, but tiring too.
so, we gave ourselves a treat.
we went to miramar hotel for sushi buffet agn.
was supposed to head down to st james to meet his soccer friends, but we decided not to go since it's the older crowd. haha.
so we went back to his plc, grab dvds and we came back to plc.
it was dvd session, and psp.
it was rrly kinda nice i must say.
so today i slept till late before picking bb up for lunch at ikea.
after that we went to bb's cousin in law office.
headed down to town to look for bb's mom's birthday present.
finally decided on getting her perfume.
i hate quarrels.
i really do.
but these days i seem to be throwing tantrums agn.
for the last 2 days at least.
i am not sure whtr i am just throwing tantrum or whtr i am rrly angry.
why is it always like tt.
you seem to cherish more when you dont have it.
aye.
alright. pics from nic's birthday !
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|05:55 pm] |
here are the pics from bb's birthday, and a few other random pictures.
nic's birthday pics i will upload agn another day.
i shall go get ready for miramar jap buffet agn.
supposed to go to st james later but i doubt we're gg anymore.
ciaos !
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|03:22 am] |
hello agn.
so exams ended last tues.
been going out and catching up on slp.
honestly i aint in too good a mood now bt i shall try to make it less depressing yea.
just came back from nic's birthday.
steamboat at chinatown followed by beds at mohammad sultan.
drinks after drinks after drinks.
been drinking almost every night agn.
i will upload pics.
speaking of nic's birthday.
i just celebrated bb's birthday last week.
a pre pre celebration with jeff and angelina at st james on wed.
then a pre surprise celebration at timbre with classmates on thurs, then finally an actual celebration on fri with our usual clique.
picked him up early on fri morning. was supposed to surprise him with the pre-set alarm clock bt obviously it didnt ring, and even his mom cant wake him up.
so i went up to wake up.
blind folded him and brought him to fish spa plus foot reflex.
fish spa was kinda ticklish bt i guess we got used to it.
foot reflex was quite good tho.
blinded folded him agn and head down to reddot dempsey for lunch, where everyone was waiting.
then we blind folded him agn to clarke quay.
he walked around clarke quay blind folded, taking pics with random ppl, talking to ppl trying to find out where he was.
ended out with a gmax surprise.
aub and alst took the bungee with him, and yes, you bet, scared the hell out of him. hahaha.
rushed out to bbq at the sail@marina bay with the soccer guys
hung out till pretty late, with all the pool dunking of guys, and drinks after drinks
all the expats really can drink man
so tt pretty much sum up his birthday celebration.
definitely a bigger one than his 21st. haha.
went for his soccer on sun morning at springfield sec, and yes, they finally won the championships.
head down to pasir ris after tt to look at dogs
and honestly each time i head there, i just feel like buying more dogs
i love them being small and furry, but i still love my babies la.
hahaha.
so as you can see i've really been rather busy.
and sometimes i feel like i seem to be busy forever.
but it's good.
life is short.
who knows i might just die tomorrow.
hah.
you know, i really want to work because i want the money, but i dont want to work because i dont want to wake up early, and because i have no freedom.
and there seem to be no more tuition jobs for me.
so anyway, tt anonymous who commented kinda disturbed me.
felt so accused because i was truly upset when i lost my ring and the bracelet.
i cried, i tried finding but i just couldnt find it
i have moved on, and i have to move on
but that doesnt mean that all is forgotten
memories are here to stay
and they will probably stay with me for a long time
he's my longest ex so far, and he was great to me, so why not
i will also probably never be able to get over the guilt that i have towards him, but quite honestly, what's there left to be done
whatever done is done
i've harped on it, i've cried over spilt milk, i cant go on that way
because one day, we will all get over it
i just wish him all the best because he deserves it
so please.
i am not exactly that tired, and i dont feel like slping
i feel like talking to someone bt i dont really feel like it yet agn.
ugh.
ok.
this is gg no where.
off to read my book.
night. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|03:17 am] |
so i've been damn busy.
going out, and of cos studying for exams which is going to start on thurs.
the only reason why i cant wait for it to start is because i cant wait for it to end.
and quite honestly, i dont rrly think i will do well.
hai.
so the only reason why i am blogging now is because of the conversation i had with bb.
i wanted to jot it down somewhere.
it's sweet.
and besides this, there is nothing much i want to talk about.
i'd rather spend my time slping than blogging now.
haha
so it's this for now, and more pics and updates later.
so yeap.
later !
missing. says: (3:13:07 AM)
so bb
missing. says: (3:13:21 AM)
your homework for today
missing. says: (3:13:25 AM)
is to tell me what you love abt me
Adrian says: (3:13:32 AM)
i always tell u mah
Adrian says: (3:13:35 AM)
haha ok
missing. says: (3:13:38 AM)
whr gt
Adrian says: (3:13:41 AM)
i will do that as a homewrk
missing. says: (3:13:51 AM)
bt can do it now ?
Adrian says: (3:14:14 AM)
hehe
Adrian says: (3:14:26 AM)
i love u because 1 ur a the most beautiful woman ever
Adrian says: (3:14:35 AM)
2; i love how we can talk endlessly
Adrian says: (3:14:44 AM)
3. i love how we have the same goals
Adrian says: (3:15:07 AM)
4. i love tt we love the same things
Adrian says: (3:15:23 AM)
5 i love u because u make me happy
Adrian says: (3:15:55 AM)
i love u dear
hhahahaha.
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|01:42 pm] |
this was what happened on fri night.
boy quarelled with girl.
then boy couldnt reach girl because girl off-ed her phone for the first time.
boy had to result to this.
yup.
i really hate arguing.
slept at almost 6am.
barely slept and had to wake up at 9am the next morning, supposedly to head down to fox to change clothes for the contestants but in the end we decided to drop fox, so i ended up shopping alone in town.
boy then rushed down to town to look for me.
tho i was still pissed at him.
head down to zirca after that.
it was busy busy busy after that.
watching them rehearse, getting them ready, applying make up for them, make up for ourselves, blah blah blah.
so many things.
everyone was so busy.
then pageant started.
it was party party and party after that.
so many people got drunk tt night, and i swear me and bb were damn busy taking care of everyone.
everyone seems to have either relationship prob, or complications with their love life.
hai.
on pageant day itself, i thought of last year, when i was in pageant myself.
the journey has been great.
in fact, awesome.
learnt so much, made so many good friends, and quite honestly to me, things were better last year.
compared to this year, we have clothings fittings, shoes fittings, outdoor shoot, studio shoot, different make up artists.
it's an experience that i probably never expected myself to have.
i find myself thinking of that experience a few times that day.
and i shld say, being a contestant, is very different from being a nanny.
however, nanny journey was great too.
haha.
and also, i lost xs's bracelet on that day.
i have no idea where i dropped it, and i only realised i dropped it in the toilet.
i wanted to cry right after because tt was the last thing he gave me.
i thought to myself.
first, i lost the ring he gave me at sentosa, which is rather impossible to find.
then, i lost the bracelet at zirca which is impossible to find as well.
it's really upsetting.
in fact, until now, i still feel empty, feel that something is missing on my hand.
this isnt supposed to mean anything, i just feel that i lost something tt i've had.
something tt i am already used to.
friends told me that it's fated, and that i shouldnt think abt it.
that it meant something.
i guess, it might really be so.
ok so apart of that,
boy has been great really.
he'll cut my finger nails for me, he gives me foot reflex, he pampers me quite alot.
family has accepted him completely i guess since he's been at my place, and we went out with my mom on mon.
i like this. really.
makes my life so much easier.
exam is coming.
and we really shld be studying.
we just got started, and let's hope, we will do well together.
i love you baby.
really.
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|02:45 am] |
Pics from last week.
went over to ulu pandan on wed, to watch the guys play soccer.
but eventually me and lav couldnt take the heat so we head down to harry's for drink.
came back to meet the guys again.
went for dinner at clementi before heading to aub's house to get ready for rebel.
rushed down to rebel for joshua's bday.
fri night was spent at harry's again after class before gg for rehearsal at ulu pandan.
i shall update about today tmr because i am tired now.
Adrian says: (2:04:43 AM)
u look fat?
Adrian says: (2:04:44 AM)
no!
Tina. says: (2:05:21 AM)
yes la
Tina. says: (2:05:22 AM)
aiya
Tina. says: (2:05:26 AM)
i am just damn fat now
Tina. says: (2:05:30 AM)
no confidence at all
Tina. says: (2:05:38 AM)
stupid, fat, greedy, slp alot OMG
Tina. says: (2:05:43 AM)
spells pig to me
Adrian says: (2:05:49 AM)
no la!
Adrian says: (2:05:54 AM)
u are not
Tina. says: (2:07:02 AM)
yes
Tina. says: (2:07:10 AM)
and my boyfriend will stop being attracted to me
Tina. says: (2:07:18 AM)
start looking at other girls
Tina. says: (2:07:29 AM)
slp with another girl
Tina. says: (2:07:33 AM)
and run away with other girls
Tina. says: (2:07:37 AM)
ahhhhh !
Adrian says: (2:07:41 AM)
wah why think until like that
Adrian says: (2:07:46 AM)
do i look so superficial
Tina. says: (2:10:17 AM)
everyone wants a good looking partner !
Tina. says: (2:10:25 AM)
and guys are more superficial than girls la !
Adrian says: (2:10:30 AM)
no lo
Tina. says: (2:10:32 AM)
yes lo
Adrian says: (2:10:50 AM)
i am not more guys
Tina. says: (2:13:55 AM)
huh
Adrian says: (2:14:15 AM)
not most guys i mean
Tina. says: (2:16:58 AM)
but they are like tt
Tina. says: (2:17:01 AM)
guys are like tt
Tina. says: (2:17:03 AM)
and youre a guy
Adrian says: (2:17:31 AM)
i am not mostguys!
Tina. says: (2:19:20 AM)
why why why
Tina. says: (2:19:25 AM)
but you are a guy
Adrian says: (2:19:31 AM)
i am diff!
Adrian says: (2:19:35 AM)
i dont think with my penis
Tina. says: (2:22:24 AM)
still you would want a pretty gf what
Adrian says: (2:22:35 AM)
i love u and u only
Tina. says: (2:23:21 AM)
but you still want me to be pretty right
Adrian says: (2:23:43 AM)
u are great just the way u are
Adrian says: (2:23:51 AM)
i think u are damn pretty
Tina. says: (2:24:37 AM)
really ?
Tina. says: (2:24:46 AM)
why are you so sweet to me now
Adrian says: (2:24:50 AM)
yes dear
Adrian says: (2:24:57 AM)
i am always so sweet
Tina. says: (2:24:59 AM)
you are sweet talking right
Tina. says: (2:25:10 AM)
eeeyer. you just ruined the entire thing by saying tt
Adrian says: (2:26:05 AM)
i am not sweet talking dear
Adrian says: (2:26:10 AM)
i am speaking the truth
Tina. says: (2:27:02 AM)
so why i am damn pretty to you ?
Tina. says: (2:27:08 AM)
even when you come to my place
Tina. says: (2:27:21 AM)
and i am wearing horrible clothes with no make up ?
Adrian says: (2:28:10 AM)
yea
Adrian says: (2:28:16 AM)
u are!
Adrian says: (2:28:23 AM)
u look great always
Tina. says: (2:30:06 AM)
hmmmm
Tina. says: (2:30:07 AM)
why eh
Adrian says: (2:31:50 AM)
cos
Adrian says: (2:31:56 AM)
u look beautiful
Tina. says: (2:32:04 AM)
haha
Adrian says: (2:32:04 AM)
u dont have to put make up to be pretty
Tina. says: (2:32:08 AM)
not answering the qn
Adrian says: (2:32:15 AM)
u look great without it
Adrian says: (2:32:32 AM)
cos of u have neice features mydear
conversation with boy.
nothing but sweet.
hahaha.
and he surprised me today.
more information tommorrow ! |
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[Sep. 14th, 2009|02:48 pm] |
the weekend hasnt been that hectic compared to the last few weeks.
finally get the chance to catch up on slp.
i've also been watching quite a bit of movies lately.
the last 2 were ugly truth with the clique on fri, and i love you beth cooper last night with bb.
ugly truth was pretty awesome, and true indeed.
pretty hilarious as well.
i love you beth cooper was alright, not quite a fan tho.
bb came to my place early yday after soccer.
we cooked maggi for lunch, played with caius the whole afternoon before having family dinner at night.
then we went out for movies.
a good chillax day.
sat was spent slping in, before heading out to marina square with alicia at 5plus.
did some shopping, some heart to heart talk.
bb came to meet us later in the night for dinner, and comex.
it was so blardy crowded, i decided to wait outside.
this would be different if i have moolah.
i can like buy tv, buy new lappies, cameras, and dslr.
so anyway, alicia left soon after.
we were walking around when we saw warehouse sales for pillows, linen, clothes and shoes.
so bb and i bought another pair of burks like sandles.
like our second pair of couple slippers after he bought the pair of havianas i bought for him.
and mine is still working !
oh well.
oh yes, and i am really broke. like really really broke.
this has been a high expenses month.
and i have another bday this sun at conrad.
omg.
let the moolah fall from the sky.
and i will love you a million.
guess what.
i just realised i blogged.
hahahahahah !
but i didnt talk about any of these.
there's pics in the previous post tho.
what the heck am i doing ?
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|02:14 am] |
i havent been as busy this week, but i will probably be next week.
since i have one last project due date, last week of school, maybe rehearsals, supposed flea which i dont want to do, and bash over the weekend.
exams is in 3weeks time, and it means time to start mugging.
considering i have been skipping class occassionally, leaving early, arriving late, blah blah. oh yah. and the fact tt i dont usually pay attention. i am honestly quite screwed. so yes, i really got so start doing something about it.
important sem because in dec i will grad with a dip, then i have 3 more sems, ending with a degree.
i dont just want a degree, but a good one, and hopefully i get to spend my last sem in aust. it will be good exposure.
why is this not gg the right way ?
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|06:49 pm] |
these are some randoms pics of flea, FD4, cheese cake session at cheesecake cafe, and neoprints.
these are pics of anniversary celebration.
i havent been putting up pics i know and i am trying to make it up now. hahaha. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2009|12:03 pm] |
it has been a really busy weekend. ok. it doesnt really make much sense since i am busy every single day. but i guess it'll be btr now since i am only left with one proj and one test. i think ?
went for body check up on fri. sis, adr and lav accompanied me. had to do blood test again 'cus of some insurance my family bought for me. sis left after my check up, and the rest of us went for lunch. then adr went to starbucks to do his work, and lav and me went for some shopping. we did manicure, then we went around looking for grala's present. first time lav step into a sex shop. hahahaah !! 'cus we bought grala lollipop condoms. LOL. we also bought her 6 sessions at browhaus and a diamond ring from meyson. all of us head down to school, lav crashed our class.
head down to ulu pandan for pageant rehearsal. i really dont like this particular someone. so arrogant. gosh. seriously cant stand tt face.
aiya.
met grala and aub at rebel after to get our chops, before sending adr back. lav came to my place. we cooked maggi mee for dinner, before getting ready for rebel.
rebel was a mess.
good fun mess tho.
for the first time, the three sisters died. all 3 of us puked.
so of the 6 of us who went, only 2 survived. aub died too. hahahahaha.
this was the result of one and a half bottles of chivas, one bottle of champagne, and tequila shots.
it was seriously crazy fun. i think i laugh till i almost died.
woke up on sat afternoon with a hangover, but i head to go for tuition.
came home changed and packed my bags before i fetch adr from his place to head to orchard hotel for her bday party.
it was work work work before party party party.
it was a pretty awesome party.
i wish i had so many ppl helping me.
so i came back on sun morning after sending adr and mike to soccer.
slept the entire afternoon before gg out at night.
see.
i told you it was a busy weekend.
haha.
when is it going to end ?
you will never know. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2009|02:15 am] |
"the most painful part of a breakup is when the person you love is leaving, and there is nothing you can do to stop them, not when they have left."
each time you make me cry like you did today just reminded me of how painful it was back then when you left. it's like flashbacks. i seem to go back to the way i was. then all the pain starts coming back. i will start asking myself why did i go back to you. what if things happen agn.
maybe you've really changed, i dont know.
just not the same.
i hate it.
i truly hate it. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2009|02:06 pm] |
friday was anniversary, so we skippeed school to celebrate. haha.
met him a market place raffles city to shop for our picnic.
i was greeted with flowers, and a kiss.
bought sushi, chippy and subway.
headed down to barrage, for the picnic and to fly kite.
we kinda decorated the kite ourselves.
boy's idea. hahah. innovative indeed.
exchanged presents.
he gave me a photo diary, and tt made me tear.
reading it made me think of the past, how difficult it was at the beginning, the departure, and the get together at the end.
things were never easy for us.
the kite was a gift from him too.
i bought him ck perfume the other day when we went shopping, and i made him a photo album as well.
made him another heart shape thing, tt's about it.
oh ya, he bought me a pair of loafers when we went shopping too.
went to cine to watch the proposal, take neoprints, and the arcade.
went back to his place after that
it was simple, and sweet.
we've came a long way, and i guess tt's all that matters.
yday was flea at haji lane.
hot and tiring day bt i guess we all had fun.
i've been busy, and i rrly need a break.
so tired, i rrly just want to bum around for awhile.
but from what it seems, i highly doubt so.
i am missing some of my friends
and i rrly need some catching up.
i honestly dont want to lose these ppl who have kinda grew up with me.
thinking abt it makes me feel horrible. |
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[Aug. 21st, 2009|12:47 pm] |
i havent been blogging for about a month now
been really busy with projects, friends, bazaar, and boyfriend.
i am actually in the midst of project meeting now but i have no clue as to what to do next.
suppers, drinks, movies, lunch dates, dinner dates, starbucks, swensens, pretty much sum up what i've been doing besides projects and studying.
been coming up at about 1am or later every single day, and i have to say i am tired.
sometimes i am so tired, i just want to stay home on weekends.
talked to mom abt him recently, and things seem rather positive.
and if it is, it makes things so much easier for me.
he's been great
there has been less quarrels, and i think we are pretty much really happy.
one year is almost here, if we do not take into the 4mths we were not together.
time flies, and there is pretty much nothing to do about it.
i've been thinking about my life.
economics and finance isnt what i want to do next time, but why am i in this course ? please remind me again.
sometimes i really feel that i am wasting my time away.
not that i dont like it, just that it's not exactly what i want to do.
there's so much to think about.
conducted pageant interview recently, and seriously, looking at all the pretty people just make me a tiny me.
there are so many more pretty people, and more successful ppl than me.
sometimes i think, i havent exactly achieved anything
and i've been feeling ugly and gross.
hahaa. dont ask me why.
been neglecting some friends, like those from sec sch, alicia, krista, ben, nel, shuxian, ann and jer
i've just really been so busy lately.
plus, i havent exactly been someone who takes initiative
sometimes when i look at fb, see the sec sch friends hang out, i'll wonder why i am not invited
but oh well, it's ok.
i should have more bonding time with friends
sometimes i do feel kinda unloved.
furthermore, it's these ppl who pulled me through those times without him.
so many things to do, so little time
not good at all
will the sun shine on me ?
sometimes i wonder. |
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